Sunday, April 23, 2017

Holy shit
I'm just
I'm just not fit
One sight
Lose my wit
NO recovery
No, just sit
Wallow
Wallow in it
Know that I'm
I ain't worth a shit
I aint worth
Just a bit
Of what she is
I'm just not fit

Friday, March 31, 2017

The whisper of the blade
The delicacy of the poison
The last song of the rope
The twisted highway metal
A thousand ways
To let go of my responsibility
A thousand ways
To enter the night
A thousand unfulfilled dreams
A thousand thoughts
And each as desperate
As the last

Hold my hand
And please have some faith
As I find my way
Into the light
Look into my eyes
And please
See who I can be
Hold my hand
And hold me tight
Hold me tight

Deny

The disc of our world peels
Like the skin
Of a sunburned tourist

Deny

She slipped into the night
Taking with her
The only light I knew

Deny

I want to taste the future
What approaches
To whom does it belong

Deny

The dust, the sand
Crusted tears demand
She find the path again

Deny

Sweet delicate Nonesuch
Rising in his mind's eye
Breathless beauty of her smile

Deny

Cold, empty and alone
I stand
Amidst my fallen dreams

Deny

Who would call me home
And to who
Do I belong

Deny

The time of my life
The look of my future
The remains of my past

Deny
Deny
Denied
Denied

Tuesday, March 7, 2017

Will you find me
Lost in the world
Will you make your way
To my door
Will you know
If you find me
Will you be capable
Of knowing who I am
Will you ever find me
Lost as I am

You are the sunshine
That flows like a river
Into my heart
You light
The darkest portions of me
You warm
What has never been warm
You shine
And give life to the dead
You are the sunshine
Flowing like a river
Into my heart

Monday, February 27, 2017

What can I say
And where can I go
The path laid before me
Is empty to the last
I don't see a way
A path or a trail
That would lead me
To some when
In which I do not fail
I know
I knew
But I no longer remember

Sunday, February 26, 2017

It's funny
You know
How one unintended person
Can so influence your life
That one spark
That one you never meant
to meet
Can hold such sway
Over your day today
You can't shake it
That feeling of limit
That feeling that
You've lost control
One simple I love you
Triggers change
Swaps paths
And rules the way.

And you wouldn't have it
Any other way
Would you?