Holy shit
I'm just
I'm just not fit
One sight
Lose my wit
NO recovery
No, just sit
Wallow
Wallow in it
Know that I'm
I ain't worth a shit
I aint worth
Just a bit
Of what she is
I'm just not fit

Sometimes
I'm the depths of the night
You realize you are stranded
Asleep
Alone
Bent upon your own
Destruction
There is no life line
No rescue
No last minute reprieve
Just you and the night

You know
I look around
And
You are nowhere
To be found
I hear your name
On the wind
I see you face
In the stars
I feel your love
In my heart
But you
You are nowhere
To be found
I can sail the seas
I can beg the wise
I can question the night
But you
You are gone
The wind stills
The stars fall
My heart fails
You are gone

Close your eyes
There's no reason to hurry home
Sleep and dream
Close your eyes
And open your mind

A whisper
On a hill
Quiet summer night
Everything, still
Taxi, bright yellow
Unnervingly clean
Sweeps into view
Bright blue moon
Lights it's way

Dark moonless wood
Something...
Creeping there
Waiting
Heavy breath
And low growl
An end bides it's time

Water as blue as it is deep
Bright winter, noontime sun
Sails pull your heart
Cresting wavelets
Beat a rythym promising sleep
Look up
She is staring

And I?
Loving in a box canyon
Desiccated, dry
Dull blood moon
The only light
Is the creeping  fire
Safety and dreams
Become
Smaller and smaller

And for me
There is no waking call
No hope
But you, wake from here
And go
Refreshed
Into the light of day

I have dreams
That don't exist
They bend
And break
And twist
My sanity
I have dreams
That whisper
Always on the edge
Underneath
Outside
Of my reality
I have dreams
Don't Deny me that
Don't listen
Don't believe
My honesty
I have dreams
Like any other man
Woman
Or child
Hidden from clarity
I have dreams
I can't tell you
Show you
Or explain
Jungian secrets
I have dreams
They shouldn't be
Can't be
Won't be
Mine.

My dreams persist
They exist
Where they aught not
I banish them by day
But still they stay
When I wish they would not
They torture my heart
They have from the start
Escape, I can not
My dreams remain
Driving me quietly insane
Hope I have not
Let me sleep
Silent and deep
And dream not

Holy shit
I'm just
I'm just not fit
One sight
Lose my wit
NO recovery
No, just sit
Wallow
Wallow in it
Know that I'm
I ain't worth a shit
I aint worth
Just a bit
Of what she is
I'm just not fit