shhhhh. He is coming. I do not know where to turn or what he wants. The light is shot through with darkness. The line is thin and I won't fit through. Am I stuck on this side of love or hate. The end, the promised end, does it draw near or did she lie...? Will I have to go like this? I don't want to forcibly die, but she said it would all be over soon. The tubes run rampant and the feedings are far between.....shhhhhh. They are coming now..........................