Why am I such a fuck up
Why am I such a fool
Why have I wasted my life
Worrying about you

Caught up in every whim
Every grimace and groan
I've taken all you have given
All the derision you have sown

You told me you loved me
You told me you cared
You told me so many lies
I should've been spared

Am I through with you yet
Have I learned to let go
Sadly, I cannot
Pathetically, I still love you so