why do you come here
what do you seek
absolution, forgiveness
a kiss on the cheek

why have i hoped
and for what have i dreamed
a forever bond
to a ghost of a chance

who am i kidding
whose face wears a mask
there is no absolution, hope or kiss
not for me





i've close my eyes one more time
to the vision before
that i dare not see
a horror
and desecration
a misery and spite
how can i remove
my heart
when it's so weak
have i given up on what was mine
have i lost the treasure
this time



the ache in my chest wont go away
no matter how hard i pray
god isn't listening
or he refuses to say
what path i am on
or how to proceed
the ache in my heart
the pressure
pain


can't catch my breath
vision is fading
is this the end
i've been awaiting
that finally is my only hope
that the end comes for me
and leaves you free